Thursday, July 27, 2006
yawn @10:31:00 PM
im sick.
AGAIN.
i dont understand, i drink sooo much water
till i keep peeing
and i'm still so heaty
can feel im starting to have fever and sore throat already
shit man.
i hate it.
especially wit so much work to do in sch
stress...
why da hell am i so useless?
lazy to blog man.
feel like time is so precious now.
i wish to faint in front of my parents one day
so they will stop pestering me to do housework
as though i'm the only daughter they have.
seriously. its getting on my nerves
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
losing my mind @8:45:00 PM
i forgot what i wanted to blog about
seriously...
i forgot!!
now i'm just typing aimlessly
trying to remember hard
what is it?
i wanna go shopping really badly
blessed wit 40 bucks
coz someone bought my logo design!
feel so happy... i've never had confidence in my graphic designs
anyway what can i buy?
what to do wit it?
if i go to topshop, i only can get 1 item.
lol. feel so torn.
i've like 10 different tops on my wishlist.
all from topshop
how i wish my 40 bucks was 400 bucks
so i could buy all 10 tops
well... i really need to control how much i spend
but its tough,
at least i tithe or give offering =)
open heaven....
TOPSHOP here i come!!!
i wrote a song.. da tune is kinda nice catchy
but i'm still working on the lyrics.
trying not to make it so negative =X
hope i can record soon.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
pls fulfil my wish... @1:25:00 PM
argh...
TOPSHOP keeps sending me emails
of their latest stuff...
how i wish i had money to buy more clothes.
sick of my clothes
i wanna change my style already
but no ability to do so....
sigh...
don't know if im confirm in BV or not
they still havent called me
if i do get in... i need to buy more clothes
there's just plenty of things i wanna buy
looking at topshop webbie
looking at all da nice clothes
it just makes me itch.
i don't mind starving myself for days to save up da money
hmmmm... good idea.
i shall =)
then again,
if you wanna invest in me, in my life
you can provide me retail therapy at TOPSHOP
lol...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
oc oc oc @1:38:00 AM
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OC is back!
season 3. my fav seth cohen is back! ryan's not bad too la but short.
actually i've already read the episode guides n stuff, seen da pics
i know what's gonna happen just that never seen it happen
i watched da part where marissa supposedly dies already
i almost cried.
OC is like such a nice show but its plagued
plagued wit deaths, bgr problems, n guys itching to whack other guys
but its still nice.
wish i had summer or marissa's wardrobe.
*dreams*
anyway funny that ch5 didnt really advertise it.
i only happen to on the tv at 12.05am last night
only to realize it's showing
that's how freakin blessed i am
or else i would have killed myself for missing it.
hehe.
tons of nice shows to watch everyday
who wants to study like that?
anyway, i've decided to go into sewing n designing dresses n bags
if you have experience wit where to buy cloth n materials
and all that stuff, PLS HELP ME!!!
haha... hope common sense will be enough to pull off my latest craze
few of my fav pictures for you to admire....very long ago, i know.so happy together yoga? don't ask me why
Sunday, July 09, 2006
so very happy @1:09:00 AM
a few days ago i was the saddest person on earth
today, actually from friday night after cg onwards
i am the happiest person on earth!!!!
i miraculously got in BV!!!
still very amazed...
i didn't even get into the 2nd round of auditions.
God is good.
He really does exceeding, abundantly above what we can ask or imagine.
feel so loved by ziling, tiff, ruby, leslie pei min roy keeve and the rest.
they were really genuinely happy for me
zi even cried. where to find such a friend?
i really owe it to keeve and sis bel and sis alison for giving me a chance =)
everyone like ivan, alex and all were shocked i didnt make it at 1st
but now.... my dream has come true, has come alive!
thank you thank you thank you.
had a fun time taking pictures today after church
really funny.. once cass sends it to me
then can see le!
excited.
Friday, July 07, 2006
upset. @12:12:00 AM
lost the will to blog...
sigh...
angry, upset, shocked, humiliated, irritated
all at the same time.
when life isn't so beautiful,
shut the door.
i'm shutting my door
and slamming it right at your face. ps: I BITE. grrrr...