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" Fashion is made to become unfashionable "
Coco Chanel
Sunday, April 30, 2006
insomnia again. @12:45:00 AMI’m having trouble sleeping
You’re jumping in my bed
Twisting in my head
Leave me
I’m having trouble breathing
I’m having trouble breathing
You’re sitting on my chest
I sure could use the rest
Leave me
It’s you
It’s you
Why’s it always you and never me?
I’ve never dared to let my feelings free
Why’s it always you and never me?
I’ve never cared too much about honesty
I’m having trouble sleeping
I’m having trouble sleeping
I’m thinking of what you said
About the tears been shed
Leave me
It’s you
It’s you
Now and always you
but never me
I’ve never dared to let my feelings free
Why’s it always you and never me?
I’ve never cared too much about honesty
by the perishers
by the perishers
Friday, April 28, 2006
yawn... @5:42:00 PM
yup i didn't make it into da finals for talent time.sad, yes.
but i definitely gained from it.
got to know really great musicians and really fun pple
and thanks to them i got a chance to watch Singapore Idol
yeah. thanks guys.
some of them study at lasalle, music composition and stuff
i'm motivated to learn music too.
after poly i guess i'll earn some money
then pursue music arrangement or vocals.
yeah, just hope my path will be blessed by God.
hope my parents will understand.
its really something i wanna accomplish in life.
my latest craze:
my chemical romance "The Ghost Of You"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwnrewwZukw&search=my%20chemical%20romance%20the%20ghost%20of%20you
da vid is nice.
yawn...............
its really something i wanna accomplish in life.
my latest craze:
my chemical romance "The Ghost Of You"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwnrewwZukw&search=my%20chemical%20romance%20the%20ghost%20of%20you
da vid is nice.
yawn...............
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
fear or fear? @2:14:00 AMfinding it hard to blog these days
i can't figure out why..
well, i thank God for technology!
because these few weeks when i've been working
working non-stop
i missed Oprah!
BUT like i said, thank God for technology!
my mum taped it, every single episode haha
so i could watch... its nice
i like the life changing stories of celebrities
as well as ordinary pple like you and me
that day i happened to watch the episode about
cardio-vescular problems? is that how u spell it?
yeah er something to do with your heart and da vessels n stuff
every 1 in 2 women die of heart failure in the US.
probably around the same for asia? i dunno
anyway, its scary. 1 in 2, that's huge.
and you can prevent it by eating right,
exercising (60min of perspiring a week)
and all that stuff.
and there i was, watching and eating my fried chicken and all
it scared da hell outta me.
i don't wanna die of heart failure, ever.
sometimes a lil fear is good.
after eating and waiting for sometime to digest da food,
i exercised! 30min of perspiration!
haha...
trying to do it everyday though
i wanna lose some weight too
anyway, just wondering what it is to be there for someone
can someone tell me what it means?
there's a certain helplessness i feel.
all i can say is: if you need me to do anything for you let me know?
or i'll be praying for you.
hoping God will somehow hear my prayer
wishing for all these to come upon myself instead of you
a small voice whispers into my ear telling me how childish that thought was.
i feel so lousy...
its torturing to see you being tormented, sick and tired.
it just isn't right.
yawn...
Sunday, April 23, 2006
minimal @12:51:00 AMsometimes things can't just be described wit words
this week has been a miracle week for me
a week of ups and downs
out of all that i've learnt many things
things that can't be told but experienced.
everything from my attachment to coffee session with zi to my audition was special.
divine intervention?
well all i can say is
i love God.
i love my life.
and i love you guys
=)
Friday, April 21, 2006
pre-audition blues @12:35:00 AMalone is probably the most suitable word
to express how i feel now.
the world is never fair.
strangely if the world was fair
it would be called heaven.
in this world,
promises are usually not kept,
people don't mean what they say,
and the best possible excuse is to blame it on the variables
work, school, problems etc.
work, school, problems etc.
you feel angry but yet you can't blame these pple
for they're 'excused'.
what to do?
put your hope in God.
put your hope in God.
accept the fact that your friends and loved ones
can't always be there for you.
the key: don't expect anything.
live in surprises.
Monday, April 17, 2006
chosen! @9:12:00 PMyes...
ladies and gentlemen
i have finally chosen a song...
it is....
Wonderwall by Oasis.
yeah... its THE song!
i can just feel it in my blood
haha...
i originally wanted to sing 'i will fly' by ten2five
however i just felt it wasn't the song
although i love it
until i came across wonderwall
and realized yeah i can sing this
although its a guy's song
i can shuffle in and out of 2 of the octaves quite easily
and the best is no girl has sung it before!
i'll be the 1st and hopefully the best
God bless me...
please bless me with the gift to transform this song
into an entertaining and enlightening version.
capture the hearts (and ears hehe) of anyone who listens.
thank you Jesus
Amen.
if you've never heard this song
you can download from me =)
its nice.
ladies and gentlemen
i have finally chosen a song...
it is....
Wonderwall by Oasis.
yeah... its THE song!
i can just feel it in my blood
haha...
i originally wanted to sing 'i will fly' by ten2five
however i just felt it wasn't the song
although i love it
until i came across wonderwall
and realized yeah i can sing this
although its a guy's song
i can shuffle in and out of 2 of the octaves quite easily
and the best is no girl has sung it before!
i'll be the 1st and hopefully the best
God bless me...
please bless me with the gift to transform this song
into an entertaining and enlightening version.
capture the hearts (and ears hehe) of anyone who listens.
thank you Jesus
Amen.
if you've never heard this song
you can download from me =)
its nice.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
... @12:44:00 AM1 more week left of my attachment
its a mixed feeling of joy and sadness
then going back to school
which i totally dread
this thurs or friday is my audition
for talent time
i haven't chose a song or practiced since i have no time
scared
always feel like backing out
really messed up emotionally...
i really wanna put a stop to it.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
insomnia @1:19:00 AMsomething's creeping into my head
and i don't have a bloody idea what it is
if you know me long enough
you would know i have problems sleeping most of the time
however
its different today.
very different
there's such a uncertainty
even a fear
of what's about to happen
nonsensical?
well...
anyway i saw steph n her bf today
it really really brightened up my day.
i couldn't stop smiling even after they left
was in such a foul mood the whole day until them
my colleagues noticed too
i really miss her.
haven't seen her for close to a year?
she's really a person whom i would describe as 'close to my heart'
sounds mushy and weird coming from me but
that's da only possible way to signify
no one understands. not one bit.
its weird how most of my good friends are never the same age as me
strange.
but people walk in and out of your life.
i guess no one stays forever.
many thoughts for today...
strange thoughts
things i've never thought about.
all i know is the night is gonna be painful.
counting sheep isn't very helpful you know.
i wish i had sleeping pills.
guess i should starting taking some. but where to get it? haha
dumb.
and i don't have a bloody idea what it is
if you know me long enough
you would know i have problems sleeping most of the time
however
its different today.
very different
there's such a uncertainty
even a fear
of what's about to happen
nonsensical?
well...
anyway i saw steph n her bf today
it really really brightened up my day.
i couldn't stop smiling even after they left
was in such a foul mood the whole day until them
my colleagues noticed too
i really miss her.
haven't seen her for close to a year?
she's really a person whom i would describe as 'close to my heart'
sounds mushy and weird coming from me but
that's da only possible way to signify
no one understands. not one bit.
its weird how most of my good friends are never the same age as me
strange.
but people walk in and out of your life.
i guess no one stays forever.
many thoughts for today...
strange thoughts
things i've never thought about.
all i know is the night is gonna be painful.
counting sheep isn't very helpful you know.
i wish i had sleeping pills.
guess i should starting taking some. but where to get it? haha
dumb.
Monday, April 03, 2006
madness @2:12:00 PMyeah...
finally got the time to upload pics from my phone
here's the crazy pple in fox taka.
1st is Farah darling... haha i call her Far-ass
our in-charge hardly put our schedules together anymore
coz we're always caught talking and playing a fool together
nickie... another crazy girl
li ling who we occasionally call ling li
and michael who's probably the best looking philipino i've seen haha
yeah there's still a quite a number of other crazy pple
didn't have a chance to take pics wit them
i'll definitely do that before i leave
i can't bear to leave them.. sobs
anyway, our uniform nice?
a lot of customers ask if we sell it
but too bad we DON'T
wahaha
so far, ziling and leslie visited me twice, christine, reuben, singnee and xing qing came too
nelsie, another guy and kester happened walk past too haha
thanks guys for coming to see me =P
so touched
3 more weeks
don't know whether to be happy or sad
zee
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