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Coco Chanel
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
new year blues... @10:18:00 PMyup its already the 3rd day of the lunar new year...
try something..
1) say 'lunar new year'
2) then say 'lunar new year' another 3 times in a faster speed.
and u'll end up saying looner lew year... its rather hard to pronounce isn't it?
some terrible person made fun of me because i couldn't say lunar new year properly...
sobs...
anyway, i hate school.
i think the ministry of education should re-shuffle the time schedules of the polytechnics.
this semester my schools is from nov2005 to end of feb2006 which is really cruel.. usually the end of the year or start of the year is the time you would wanna travel with your family and stuff but it's all ruined by them. you have to be in school while the rest of the world is enjoying the holidays and vice versa.. it has its pros and cons but having to do projects and get so stressed out during christmas, new year and lunar new year is just plain cruel.
although i choose to go out n have fun but at the end of the day, i'll feel so stressed out bcoz i'm constantly thinking of my deadlines and stuff.. so hard to enjoy..
sigh... all bcoz of the secondary sch students...... y don't you just give them a 6 month break just like before? study and study and study non-stop from kindergarten all the way to secondary 4 or 5. thats like 12 years of precious life spent on studying.
6months break is fair.
plus, those who have financial difficulties can use the time to go get a job to save up for future school use especially coz poly student's bus fare is the same as adults which is so expensive. books are costly and laptops are so necessary. And what about basic needs?
we ain't machines ya know?
anyway thinking of my projects just make me wanna head for the window to jump out.
deadlines are coming and honestly, i haven't done a much.
digital imaging - supposedly tmr but changed to 6 feb
prepress technology - 14 feb
psychology - presentation 8 feb, test 4 feb
professional communication for designers - 9 feb
kinetic typography - 10 feb
advertising - 10 feb
AND, during the time i'm busy with all that i still have to secure a space for myself in a design company for my attachment at the end of february which means i have to call them up n go for interviews, find their remotely located buildings and completely re-do my portfolio bcoz my lecturer said it sucks.
try something..
1) say 'lunar new year'
2) then say 'lunar new year' another 3 times in a faster speed.
and u'll end up saying looner lew year... its rather hard to pronounce isn't it?
some terrible person made fun of me because i couldn't say lunar new year properly...
sobs...
anyway, i hate school.
i think the ministry of education should re-shuffle the time schedules of the polytechnics.
this semester my schools is from nov2005 to end of feb2006 which is really cruel.. usually the end of the year or start of the year is the time you would wanna travel with your family and stuff but it's all ruined by them. you have to be in school while the rest of the world is enjoying the holidays and vice versa.. it has its pros and cons but having to do projects and get so stressed out during christmas, new year and lunar new year is just plain cruel.
although i choose to go out n have fun but at the end of the day, i'll feel so stressed out bcoz i'm constantly thinking of my deadlines and stuff.. so hard to enjoy..
sigh... all bcoz of the secondary sch students...... y don't you just give them a 6 month break just like before? study and study and study non-stop from kindergarten all the way to secondary 4 or 5. thats like 12 years of precious life spent on studying.
6months break is fair.
plus, those who have financial difficulties can use the time to go get a job to save up for future school use especially coz poly student's bus fare is the same as adults which is so expensive. books are costly and laptops are so necessary. And what about basic needs?
we ain't machines ya know?
anyway thinking of my projects just make me wanna head for the window to jump out.
deadlines are coming and honestly, i haven't done a much.
digital imaging - supposedly tmr but changed to 6 feb
prepress technology - 14 feb
psychology - presentation 8 feb, test 4 feb
professional communication for designers - 9 feb
kinetic typography - 10 feb
advertising - 10 feb
AND, during the time i'm busy with all that i still have to secure a space for myself in a design company for my attachment at the end of february which means i have to call them up n go for interviews, find their remotely located buildings and completely re-do my portfolio bcoz my lecturer said it sucks.
at least my last project submission is on 14 feb, lonely valentine's day hah.
can just imagine how badly i would fail, that i would be kicked out of school for poor attendance and results...
i refuse to acknowledge that as my destiny, i really don't want that to happen and it won't.
God will make a way when there seems to be no way...
sobs...
i guess no one has faith in me now, even with my low morale... im gonna fight to the end...
i've tried telling pple how much i hate school n stuff, the feelings and experiences i have.. but they don't believe me.. as though i'm a little girl crying for my mother on the 1st day of kindergarten.
i guess...
its only me and my God. God bless me =)
hopefully, i can study music arrangement n stuff next time.
music is all i want, music is all i have.
can just imagine how badly i would fail, that i would be kicked out of school for poor attendance and results...
i refuse to acknowledge that as my destiny, i really don't want that to happen and it won't.
God will make a way when there seems to be no way...
sobs...
i guess no one has faith in me now, even with my low morale... im gonna fight to the end...
i've tried telling pple how much i hate school n stuff, the feelings and experiences i have.. but they don't believe me.. as though i'm a little girl crying for my mother on the 1st day of kindergarten.
i guess...
its only me and my God. God bless me =)
hopefully, i can study music arrangement n stuff next time.
music is all i want, music is all i have.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
what's wrong with da world mama? @12:14:00 AM
i was watching news in the evening
and they were talking about dogs since this year is da dog year.
and there are actually people in china i think, chinese speaking pple they actually cut off the vocal chords of their unregistered dogs!
yes u didn't see wrongly.. THEY CUT OFF THE POOR DOG'S VOCAL CHORDS!
just bcoz they think registering a dog is expensive so they cut off the vocal chords so they can't bark and the authorities will not be aware of their dog and also bcoz they don't want the dog to make so much noise and disturb pple.
WHY THE HELL WOULD ANYONE DO THAT???
cruel cruel cruel..
why don't i just cut off your vocal chords so you can't say stupid things?
dumb.. totallaye dumb
yes i know that sometimes when your dog keeps barking and barking it's really irritating but... sigh...
and please, if u're getting a dog just bcoz its a dog year let me know? so i can give u a slap on the face!
madness!!!
dogs are so cute n nice, but their a huge responsibility. if u can't handle it please use ur brains and don't implicate others to take care of it in the end or even just leave it alone. u're cruel too.
dogs are known as man's best friend means we have to be their friend too,
but sadly some people aren't even human let alone being a friend
*pat on the back* for all those who actually love n take care of their dogs!
Friday, January 27, 2006
dark clouds @5:05:00 PMupset, pissed off and really in need of someone.
everything went wrong, i didn't wake up early to go sch at 9am.
missed school, may get debarred for that particular subject really really soon. felt bad n worried enough and along came my mother who usually turns into a monster every public holiday. i shall not elaborate. but in the end after i left, she msged me n said really nice stuff. i cried da minute i saw it. so i decided to be good and went home and even offered to buy food or anything she wanted.
wanted to meet zi for coffee, we actually wanted to go for coffee after service on tuesday however we both had school the next day and it was more wise to go back early. since then i've been craving for some vanilla coffee-based iceblended or mocha latte with bagels and cream cheese... ooooooo yummy.
as i was saying, i msged her
me: coffee? what time u finish school?
supposedly zi: day time when cow go home
me: huh? what time? so u wanna drink coffee or not?
supposedly zi: drink heavy water
me: what the hell?
supposedly zi: sori.la ziling not around:
heavy h2o use to clean u238 signed off
dadi of ziling huang
what the hell? i was like so upset so i asked her out to relax and this was the reply.
i really dunno who on earth replied.
waste my messages u know.
i mean if its not ur hp then PLEASE don't help people reply and also don't reply stupid things.
on the other hand, 'dadi of ziling huang' does that mean daddy of ziling huang?
after i saw that i didn't reply in case it was really her dad n i would be so rude.
i wanted to reply n scold da silly person.
MADNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
actually wanted to go meet jianxiang, he was going town wit some others. but kinda sick of town, just went yst.
he's one person who will never, let me repeat, NEVER ever turn down a friend. if he's out with other pple u don't know he'll still invite u. he's someone i'll consider a 24hr friend. i've known him for let me see..... since primary 3 which is about 10 years already.. can't believe it i've known him for a lil more than half a year of my life. cool. he's really a gd guy just like hongpeng, the 2 matthews, jerry, nick. can't wait for them to get girlfriends it'll be so funny.. i'm rather blessed to know them although sometimes they can be a pain in the ass lol.
contradicting.
YAWN...
went shopping today...
sort of window shopping...
it really sucks when u have no money and u see so many nice clothes to buy...
TOPSHOP is my heaven, if u get me a gift from topshop, nothing can go wrong PLUS i would think that u know me well. at the moment only zi, ruby, tiff know that. they call me 'the topshop girl' .
but i'm far too poor. if i ever buy anything its probably paid by my sis or some kind soul or else its when i just received my allowance. just buying 1 top or 2 thongs would be enough to cripple me. and today when i went to topshop i saw a nice tees, nice vest, nice underwear, nice flats, nice spaghetties and most of all...........................
my lastest obsession............... CITY SHORTS!
yeah i know they're kind of in fashion for some time already.. i liked it but i never thought of trying it before coz i thot it wasnt for me but little did i know when i tried 3 different designs i fell in love with it more n more.
BUT, its 79 bucks... sigh...
take a look.
sort of window shopping...
it really sucks when u have no money and u see so many nice clothes to buy...
TOPSHOP is my heaven, if u get me a gift from topshop, nothing can go wrong PLUS i would think that u know me well. at the moment only zi, ruby, tiff know that. they call me 'the topshop girl' .
but i'm far too poor. if i ever buy anything its probably paid by my sis or some kind soul or else its when i just received my allowance. just buying 1 top or 2 thongs would be enough to cripple me. and today when i went to topshop i saw a nice tees, nice vest, nice underwear, nice flats, nice spaghetties and most of all...........................
my lastest obsession............... CITY SHORTS!
yeah i know they're kind of in fashion for some time already.. i liked it but i never thought of trying it before coz i thot it wasnt for me but little did i know when i tried 3 different designs i fell in love with it more n more.
BUT, its 79 bucks... sigh...
take a look.
nice right? hmmm... maybe i'll just wait for my obession to blow over and for something else to capture my attention. =P
when i get my angpows, i'm really afraid i'll spend it all on clothes. CONTROL CONTROL.
sigh...
Thursday, January 26, 2006
blogging is hard work. lol @12:52:00 AMwho in the world takes more than 1 hour just to think of a name for a blog address?
sadly, me.
no offence to people who took a longer time than me =)
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